...in my life.....i always walk alone and feeling the bitter cold....i don't look to others for help neither i ask...I'm a loner for once in my life because of the broken pieces that happened to me years ago...it hurts me more than anything....because its my first time to fall..fall?...maybe that's not the word that I'm looking for but maybe it's the same....
when everything went wrong and down to the ground....i put my self in a lonely place that no one will bother me....no one will look for me...and no one will know where i am....
i hide it deep in me....making people see I'm happy but deep inside I'm not....being to make jokes but still hiding the truth that I'm because of that stupid love that made me this broken! broken..that i said to my self that i will never be loving someone else more than myself...but then again i ate my own words because of an Angel dropped her feathers right in front of me...i saw a girl..that let me smiled again and the eagerness to see her in...that made MY HEART skip a beat..that let me think and watched her every move, her smiles,her giggles and her face....
its like my heart jumped out in my chest and followed her....i don't know whats got in to me!..i must be crazy!...a foll!..but then again i like it...NO!..I Love It!!!...i love the feeling of spark like bursting in my heart that inspired me more than any thing.....that made me wonder...and wonder...who is she?...where did she came from?...what is that?...whats with the face that i cant even erase it in my thoughts...just like what I've read in a little book in my house..''If a man falls in love, He will become a poet."......and maybe its true....
saying this to you is like a stupid person but this is what i felt....this is what i felt for her...maybe not much...but it means my life..I can't even forget the face ,i cant forget that face every time i sleep at night....and when i sleep i dreamed about her...hmmmm...just like spider-man said "my sense are tingling." it means...I'm faling in love to the girl i barely didn't even met....and not even saying a word...
I Love her so much more than my own life....well..when the right time came...we have a time...to talked our differences,our likes and dislikes,our do's and dont's,and in everything....well...our friendship grew....without any second thoughts i said that i have a feelings for her...not just a simple feeling but a feeling that makes humans alive...LOVE...
Yes!...i said it to her...and gladly it came to the point that she said YES!!!...=)
well, i found her....still we are going strong and fighting....
I love her...and she loves me...
Loving her is like Gods grace from above....
......This is my girl....my Dream girl...=)...My MINE...My Mama Mine....I Love You...No One Else Comes Close To YOU,,,
>>>to be continued....=)
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