Loving someone......

did you felt love?...i know you do...i know it puts a smile in your face....and the way we know it....it's so wonderful feeling to be in love...like butterflies flying inside your tummy....

me?....i have been felt in love.....i felt the love of my mother....my father......my brother's and sisters...my friends....
my cousins.....and even my little dog....

but any way...i know love for you is sacred...that it cannot be destroyed nor forgotten....
i know the love of our families, friends and even God can never be replaced....but....did you ever fallen in love?....i know you did....and tell me...what does it feels?...=)

well,,.....if you asked me....i have a lot to share to you...but i don't know where to begin....well... i supposed this love story never end...right?...

i fell in love with the most beautiful girl in the universe and that's my girl friend...we are been together like....2yrs and 6months....i know for some its too short...but for me...its like my life....my breathe...loving her is not an option nor a coincidence...it IS DESTINY....we are meant...everything is meant...maybe some couples break-up because of misunderstandings,disappointments,arguments,jealousy?,and some more things that we think people will break-up...we are destined to one another....we just made it for granted...but ME...I didn't....I didn't waste my precious time....i need to do whats right...if i have done mistakes....i must say sorry...ALWAYS,,...I ACCEPT my wrong doings...and most of all...I am willing to CHANGE for HER....

changes can't hurt nobody even ourselves,...i always think positive...and i always say to my MINE..."think positive"....don't let anger ruin the most beautiful thing God given...it's a gift that most be kept....and treasured FOREVER.......

"LaBeLs"

in the society now a days, we are influence in many ways. like music, advertisements and any form of media.
emotional people what we called "emo" are being influenced by emo music...

i know it's wonderful to listen different moods of music and their great skills and talents.. i myself is a emo fan...emo band fan and drawings like "Pon and Zi"... i cant ignore it or argue it to you all emo lovers but is it right to label us emo everytime they see us wearing black? or even we listen to their songs it means we are emo type of person?...

thats a big NO to me...why?...i was a victim of those attidudes of people who are so ignorant to know and to tell the difference between an emo lover(music,color and stuff) and a real emo.....

labeling someone makes you feel uncomfortable....

emo is a art....maybe we are in a emotional stage we can cut our wrist but dont think that every person is like that....think of it....are you like to be labeled for what you are not??...hmmmmm?....

please think again....

technology

in our world today we are so reliable in technologies that we some say gadgets, it make us easier to live our daily lives, this gadgets are those things we see in our home, like when we cook rice we let our rice cooker cook for it, when we want to finish our home works we tend to seat in our computers and just click and click in the internet to find the answers , and we are to stubborn to read the books in the old fashion ways..

i know i am a techno geek, depending almost in everything technology can give....we all do right this very moment not just me but billions of people around the world are doing the same thing....young or old are now carrying cellphones to call and text.....in the old times we tend to write and send it to mail that's what we call snail mail...and now even those technologies can help us but still have a bad effect...having all those gadgets we sometimes forget who we are....we sometimes forget the value of our nature....even having those things even your friend is just a text away you tend to forget them even SENDING them JUST ONE MESSAGE FROM YOU.....

what a waste......


to be continued.........

missing you....

in this world that I'm into...living my life....like normal people...we get up.....we do our daily routines.....and do what we supposed to do...and doing our responsibilities is one of our prior concern in life...

like me..i have so many things to do...but 1 thing that i can't forget to do is missing her....she's far away from me...really away....i don't know what to do...it's like a thick wall that barricaded us....she's oceans away and i was left her all alone...she the girl that understands me a lot...she's my MINE...MAMA MINE...well i know she's their and I'm still waiting here to her...even it takes a lifetime waiting for her .....

that's my love for her that still burning,...no one can take her place...from this HEART of MINE...

I LOVE YOU MY MINE...I'll wait....till the end of time...=)

char!...hehehe...
but it's true,,,,,,....

to be continued....

The Girl of My Dreams.....

...in my life.....i always walk alone and feeling the bitter cold....i don't look to others for help neither i ask...I'm a loner for once in my life because of the broken pieces that happened to me years ago...it hurts me more than anything....because its my first time to fall..fall?...maybe that's not the word that I'm looking for but maybe it's the same....

when everything went wrong and down to the ground....i put my self in a lonely place that no one will bother me....no one will look for me...and no one will know where i am....

i hide it deep in me....making people see I'm happy but deep inside I'm not....being to make jokes but still hiding the truth that I'm because of that stupid love that made me this broken! broken..that i said to my self that i will never be loving someone else more than myself...but then again i ate my own words because of an Angel dropped her feathers right in front of me...i saw a girl..that let me smiled again and the eagerness to see her in...that made MY HEART skip a beat..that let me think and watched her every move, her smiles,her giggles and her face....

its like my heart jumped out in my chest and followed her....i don't know whats got in to me!..i must be crazy!...a foll!..but then again i like it...NO!..I Love It!!!...i love the feeling of spark like bursting in my heart that inspired me more than any thing.....that made me wonder...and wonder...who is she?...where did she came from?...what is that?...whats with the face that i cant even erase it in my thoughts...just like what I've read in a little book in my house..''If a man falls in love, He will become a poet."......and maybe its true....

saying this to you is like a stupid person but this is what i felt....this is what i felt for her...maybe not much...but it means my life..I can't even forget the face ,i cant forget that face every time i sleep at night....and when i sleep i dreamed about her...hmmmm...just like spider-man said "my sense are tingling." it means...I'm faling in love to the girl i barely didn't even met....and not even saying a word...

I Love her so much more than my own life....well..when the right time came...we have a time...to talked our differences,our likes and dislikes,our do's and dont's,and in everything....well...our friendship grew....without any second thoughts i said that i have a feelings for her...not just a simple feeling but a feeling that makes humans alive...LOVE...

Yes!...i said it to her...and gladly it came to the point that she said YES!!!...=)
well, i found her....still we are going strong and fighting....
I love her...and she loves me...
Loving her is like Gods grace from above....

......This is my girl....my Dream girl...=)

...My MINE...My Mama Mine....I Love You...No One Else Comes Close To YOU,,,

>>>to be continued....=)

looking forward to the future

in this life we are taking...life is so unpredictable.....we never know if we are going to fail or succeed that's what they all say if you fail...."its not yours to hold." but if you succeed they will say "luck is on his side."....i don't know what im going to do in this life...Ive strive harder like a carabao and doing my best, to give my best to my parents, to the persons who are seeing me and knowing me that i can do it....for the future....and as a price i must pay...i need to help them..the persons who helped me...and raised me...is none other than...my Mom and Dad...and so as my family...

> to be continued...=)

does heaven exist?

.........a sign of thinking that we don't know if its true, but in my religion as a christian and a believer, Yes I believe in heaven, but sometimes we humans tend to realize and think if its true or not, even scientist said t be that God don't exist because they see and will always say.....
"Where did God came from?" "How does this happen?", well in other words they in believe in the creature of heaven and earth...they don't believe in their own creature........its just so disappointing because they have great minds but their spiritual understandings are very low....it may be pity but its their lives...

i as a believer, and with my own experience... i saw my brother when he died a long ago....i saw him seating beside me when i was watching my favorite cartoon series.... saw him in with a white cloth and and in bright white light.......and i was in a shock that moment and he smiled...
he died 12 years ago.....and he glimpse at me when it was just a month after his death....i don't know if i was imagining but it warmed my heart that moment i saw him...its like he just say farewell to me ...with the last glimpse to me..he disappeared......and i never saw him since then....well thats my story of heaven maybe exist.....

to be continued......